Special

I thought I was special
But beside the majesty of your Lion’s pride
I cried
Cuz see I wasn’t your one and only
Your baby your sweetheart your boo your honey
I really thought you loved me
Though I know now that was irrelevant
We couldn’t build on schizophrenia or laziness
And yes it was my haziness
That allowed my thoughts of rings and baby shoes
But don’t call this singing the blues
Cuz I just had to get this off my beautifully sculpted chest
And Yes
Go on with my God ordained life
I’ve learned for a thousand, heard from the masses
Other fish swim near cuz, heartbreak always passes
I’m not mature enough to thank you for my lessons
You’re still an annoying son of a bitch
But I wish
You all the best in your acts
But the fact
Is that we have past our deadline
Now its time to collect
Respect
Is the key to everything my dear
But I feared
I couldn’t let you go to save my life
But my life aint you
So now its through
Cuz I thought I was special
And I am to every single person but you
And hey…that’s cool