Endurance

I’m in pain
My body shaking
From lack of kisses, smiles, and touching
No prescriptions
Just endurance
The Cold is like ice
Burning and freezing my soul
I want to cry
But my tears turn to crystalline
I cry out
My words meet not my existence
Reasons escape me
Just endurance
I yearn for a tip of a finger
My hearts jumps at the chance for…
Love.
I bite my lips until I taste blood
To fight back my inner most thoughts
Worthiness
I have no answers.
Just endurance.
I stand in stable condition
But the pain still comes
Frost stops the IV drip
I just want to be alive completely
I drop my head
There are no fantasies
Just endurance.